Monday, November 30, 2020

#197 Lanie and the 1K

Our local public library challenged us to read one thousand books with Lanie before she entered kindergarten. Last night I read book #1000 with her. Here's a picture of us reading the last book:

While I'm glad to no longer have to remember exactly what we've been reading with her, I have certainly enjoyed all this reading we've been doing lately. We've read books that Lanie likes (books with Pete the Cat, Mickey Mouse, or the PAW Patrol); we've read books that Daddy liked as a boy (books by Dr. Seuss or Mercer Mayer); we've read books that both Lanie and Daddy like (Superman of Smallville, Dragons Love Tacos, Diggersaurs). We've read books from our house over and over and over again. We've visited grandparents and friends and gotten to read their books. We've introduced Lanie to the joy of looking for new books to borrow from the library. We've lifted flaps and studied pictures. We've encountered tricky names and big words. We've learned about everyday things and gone on grand adventures. We've used different voices to help tell our characters apart. After this many books I think it's safe to say Lanie—like both of her parents—loves to read. Soon she'll be moving on to even bigger and more complicated books, finding all sorts of things I've never heard or even dreamed of before. Hopefully her daddy (and my ever-growing arsenal of silly voices) is able to keep up. But if not, Mia still needs about 750 more books to complete her reading challenge, and we've got lots of simple books that will be new to her.

Grace and peace,

BMH

Monday, November 23, 2020

#196 Early Thanksgiving

Here in the U.S. Thanksgiving is coming. We're only three days away from celebrating. I really like Thanksgiving Day. I need reminders to be thankful, and as a pastor I want thankfulness to be a regular part of the lives of the people I minister with and to. Having a full day dedicated to thankfulness—at least in theory—is great. While having a Thursday (and for many people a Friday) off of work doesn't help me as much as some others, I still appreciate the long weekend and the break from the normal routine.

But I also wish Thanksgiving Day came at a different time of the year. Being a pastor, I think a lot about church celebrations and tend to be planning a little bit ahead. By the end of November my mind has switched over to Advent, thinking about getting ready to celebrate Christmas and making sure we don't lose sight of our hope for Jesus' return. While I think a special service dedicated to thanksgiving is fantastic, in some ways it feels like it makes the already busy season leading up to Christmas last even longer. I would be in favor of moving Thanksgiving just a week or two earlier in November. It would free me up to focus a little more on Thanksgiving, and allow me a chance to catch my breath before diving into Advent and Christmas. (I remember from school that Pres. FDR tried this at one point, but it didn't go over very well.) But I know it's not all about me. So I'll continue to be grateful for a day focused on giving thanks, but I ask that you cut me a little slack if I seem a bit scatterbrained this week. Part of my mind is already in Advent.

Grace and peace,
BMH

Monday, November 16, 2020

#195 Never-ending Battle

Every once in a while I talk about my love of Superman on this blog. As a dedicated Superman fan, I really enjoy reading Superman comics. And while I have old favorites that I read over and over, I also like to read stories I haven't read before. After all, who knows when I'm going to discover a new favorite? So a couple years back I subscribed to DC Universe, which gives me digital access to thousands of comics, meaning I have no shortage of new-to-me comics to explore.

Last year I decided to jump in with the January 1987 issues of Superman, Adventures of Superman, and Action Comics. That's not an arbitrary starting point. In late 1986 Superman comics were essentially restarted. None of the previous years of stories were going to be referred to anymore. Everything was new again, and three Superman-specific titles were being published each month. So that first day I read three stories dated January 1987. The next day that I read, I read the stories from February 1987, and so on and so forth. For a few months I only had two titles to read at a time, but the third quickly came back. Then in the middle of 1991 a fourth title, Superman: The Man of Steel, was added, so that a new Superman story was being published just about every week. (Now if you're quick with numbers you may realize that only gives 48 issues per year, while a year actually has just over 52 weeks. Never fear! In 1995, a quarterly title, Superman: The Man of Tomorrow, was added to cover those remaining weeks.) Some days I don't read comics at all, and some days I read other stories, so I don't do this every day. But slowly but surely I've marched through the months, and today I read the stories dated December 1997, which means I've read 11 years' worth of Superman comics.

Now one of the interesting things about this era of Superman comics is that everything was treated as one continuing story. Even though there were four different books with four different writer/artist teams, they all worked together under a single editor. Sometimes a tale would begin in one title and continue the next week in the next title. At other times the four different books would be a little more independent, but there would still be little references to what was going on in other books and subplots would run through all four. As a reader, it's really cool to see how different threads from different writers are pulled together to create these big, sweeping adventures. It's rewarding to see new storylines that pick up on ideas planted weeks and even months earlier. Running a huge story for years and years gives lots of space for characters to develop and for new ideas to be explored.

But it's also easy to see how hard it is to keep telling one massive story for years and years. After a few years one writer might leave and another come in with a fresh perspective. Or a new artist might breathe new life into familiar characters. But it's hard to constantly come up with new challenges for our hero. Twists can start to feel more like gimmicks. Old villains can feel stale while new villains can feel less original and exciting than what's come before. Sometimes there seems to be unnecessary drama just to fill issues. Don't get me wrong: I'm still really enjoying my reading, but I'd say I'm less engaged going into 1998 than I was for the stories from 1991 or 1993 or even 1995. It seems I'm not alone in thinking this. I've been told that all four Superman books turn over their writers and artists in late 1999/early 2000, and the connections between the books begin to weaken. Eventually it's time to try a different approach.

As much as I'm excited about the next era of Superman, I know I'll miss this one that I've been reading. There's something sort of real, something true-to-life about a story that goes on and on and on. Superman and his friends build memories like we do. It's fun to have a ongoing, developing relationship with the characters. Sure, some adventures are more exciting than others, but our lives aren't always fantastic or interesting either. There's always hope for the future. And unlike in life, with comics I can always go back and revisit the old days, too. So the never-ending battle continues.

Grace and peace,

BMH

Monday, November 2, 2020

#194 The Challenge of Growth

As a Christian, I am supposed to become like Christ Jesus. This is God's plan for His people; this is why we take the name "Christian." But when I look at my life I don't feel very much like Jesus. Part of that is normal. It's a long journey from being sinful by nature and inclined to hate God and my neighbor to being holy and loving and perfect like Jesus. But other times after I've slipped back into sinful habits or given into temptation or lost control of my desires yet again, I think that it's embarrasing how little progress I've made in years of following Christ.

I'd like to become more like Jesus. At the very least, I think I want to become more like Jesus. But so often I struggle to live that out. I read the stories of Jesus—who He was and what kinds of things He did. I know God's commands and instructions for life as His child. But sometimes my effort seems terribly lacking. I think about making changes in my life and fail to follow through because sin is so much easier and more familiar. The Christian life isn't supposed to be easy; Jesus compares discipleship to taking up one's cross and losing one's life. Again and again I chicken out. Here's an example: I think I spend too much time on my phone. I'd like to change. But I don't take any drastic steps. I make vague promises to myself about trying to cut back, but I only follow through for a day or two if at all. So many times I end up thinking more about games I can play or articles I can read than how I can follow my Savior and Lord. That makes it hard to grow.

And to make matters worse, I also sometimes have these weird and clearly wrong feelings of thinking that I don't really need to grow all that much. I struggle to realize where and how badly I fail to live up to Jesus' standards. Returning to my example, I know there's a line between rightfully enjoying God's good gifts through things like hobbies and ignoring God and others by wasting my time. But in my mind, I'm pretty sure I draw that line where I want it instead of where God would say it is. It's so easy to take good things like hobbies—things that can even be beneficial for my mental health—and value or focus on them too much, turning them into idols that devastate my spiritual health. It's so easy to absorb the standards of the world around me and convince myself that those standards are the same as Jesus' standards.

I want to become more like Jesus. I want to be willing to make sacrifices for Him. I really believe He's worth it. I know I'm going to need help. I need to do a better job of seeking accountability from one or two close fellow Christians. And even more importantly, I need Jesus' help. There's good news here—thank the Lord! Jesus gives all of His people the gift of the Holy Spirit. The Spirit is always at work to transform me and help me grow. So I need to work as hard as I can at discipleship, at growing in Christlikeness. And at the same time I also need to trust the process, that the Spirit is refining me and bringing my new self to life. I can work with the confidence that God will finish His work, that through His power I will become what He wants me to be. Time to renew my commitment.

Grace and peace,

BMH